Today, I got back my O levels Chinese result. Got a A2, was quite happy about it. I went back to class and saw Zhi hui, joel, see Kiat they all calling their parents to tell them about their result. I'm the only one who have no one to tell to and not a single person in my family knows that I'm taking result today. Wow. How pathetic. Hearing zhihui's story of how her mother kept asking her to call her when she got her result. In just a morning time, she can remind her 5 times. Me? I feel so pathetic.  

When I got home and was excited to tell them my result. No one even bothered to listen. I said: I got back my chinese result.  

My father continued looking at the tv. My mother continued playing her game.  

What is this. 

I don know do I still wan to encourage myself by telling myself that they understand that I can decide myself, I'm independent. Or they just don care? 

After all I'm still a mentally weak person. I may appear strong on the outside. But deep in me..... 

I really don know what to do. Can anyone help me?.